Sad life

The bf is doing the rock once again. no smiles. no tears. neutral. Once again absorbed in his own world.
on his own thoughts.
with his own happiness.
He's off to another place, without promises when to come back. Who am i to prevent his dreams?

From the beginning, i have known that I am just an add-on in his life.
Superfluous.
Extra.
I can make his life better. He can have someone to talk to, to hold his hands with. To share food with. But without me, oh! he will be JUST FINE. No dramas. No doubts.

Yes, there is a person like him. Personally fulfilled without women, even without friends in his life. He's extra independent. Strong-willed. Determined. He has priorities: HIS CAREER... and that does not include me. Oh just how sad is that =(

He resembles male korean soap stars, driven by their pride and focused on their success. It's just that... in my reality, he does not fall inlove. Coz he already is... with his own life.

Tsk tsk tsk =(